In which we discuss the woods -- in a way

Enough already. I've decided that I'm not going to go back to Cru except when Rick or Shanda is there. Going there is kinda like a pond. You know how when water just sits there, it gets stagnant. This is getting stagnant for me. Everyone is so shallow that anything that's even a little deeper than the most basic stuff completely frightens them. Therefore, I get absolutely nothing out of it because I could have taught this stuff when I was in the 5th grade and I can't give anything because what I have to give would make it go too deep. So, since there's nothing new coming in and nothing going out, I just sit there and everything gets muddy and it's pointless. One could argue that I could go for the social value of it -- which brings us to the next point. There IS no social value in it for me. With the exception of a select few, no one even talks to me or acknowledges that I exist. It's like someone is wearing "social off" or something. I don't know if I'm the one or what. Maybe I'm to blame -- but I really don't think it's just me. As far as I'm concerned, most of the people do wear a kind of "social off." You know how we use off to make mosquitoes leave us alone? There are some people who are wearing an attitude that completely repells me. Mostly it's their arrogance and unwillingness to be around anyone but their little groupies. I hate it. Yeah. The end.
~MK