In which I turn a page

I am seriously thinking of transferring. There's nothing at SMSU for me anymore. I have a total of three friends there so it's not like I'm leaving a lot behind. Of course, I would miss those three immensely, but I really think I would be much happier and probably get better grades if I were somewhere else. This notion occurred to me this afternoon and I was like, "Dude -- that's a sweet idea." I would save loads of money if I transferred to NDSU or MSUM and could live at home. Another reason is because I will probably be really short on money again for next semester and since I'm miserable there and I'm short on money, why not just go somewhere else where it's cheaper?

I don't want to do this simply because of the people at school. Am I? Does it seem like it? Ugh. I'm going to try to get appointments at the schools tomorrow and see how it goes. It's sad how eager I am to leave my school. I just wish I could leave there forever and never go back. I would definitely never tell anyone to go there for any reason. What do you guys think of this idea? I could work at Hornbacher's again if I did . . . and go to a Cru that actually accomplishes things. I know it's way different at both schools because I've met the full-time staff people at both schools and they have a vision for their organizations, unlike at my school. But then I couldn't ever hang out with Rick and that would be sad . . . But I could go to The River and not have to drive 2 hours to go to the Vine. And I could see my family all the time. And it would just be gooder. Yeah.
~MK